Burnt Bridges

**sigh**
So I finally sent out an apology this evening. One that I should have sent...hell, almost a year ago. I screwed over two friends, because I listened to a selfish twit, rather than what I knew to be right, and rather than to my own sense of honor and decency.

These friends had been good to me, even helping me out by giving me a cel phone and letting me join onto their plan. That way, I'd have communications. Then, a short time later, I committed myself to a relationship, with a selfish twit. And she pleaded with me to switch to her family's plan, and begged, and whined. I kept refusing her, telling her that I had made a commitment, these friends had done me a favor and I owed it to them to stick with the promises that I had made. But eventually she wore me down with her insistence that I take the easy plan, and that favors done for me don't matter. And so I sacrificed my honor, for her, and for ease.

I sent an apology tonight... but it was too little, too late. At least I can take some slight measure of comfort in knowing that I tried.